I’m Ready

The countdown has already begun and in two days I will be 32. For the first time in my almost 32 years of life I am looking towards investing in my future. I think it’s strange that I never gave my future much thought. I have a survivalist mentality:  I think of what I have to do and not what I want to do and most of my decisions are usually centered around making it to the next month.

Emotionally, I’m in a much better place.  Physically I’m a little better. I’m facing  the inevitable and I’m still here.  It’s funny, I don’t know how to live without the rug being pulled from underneath me. I still don’t. But for the first time in my life I am living my life and not placing my worth on who wants me.

So, now that I’m in this phase of life. There are three things I would like to do before my 33rd birthday.

  1. Get my drivers license
  2. Learn how to sew
  3. Speak a second language fluently.

Those are the three things I desire most.


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