The countdown has already begun and in two days I will be 32. For the first time in my almost 32 years of life I am looking towards investing in my future. I think it’s strange that I never gave my future much thought. I have a survivalist mentality: I think of what I have to do and not what I want to do and most of my decisions are usually centered around making it to the next month.
Emotionally, I’m in a much better place. Physically I’m a little better. I’m facing the inevitable and I’m still here. It’s funny, I don’t know how to live without the rug being pulled from underneath me. I still don’t. But for the first time in my life I am living my life and not placing my worth on who wants me.
So, now that I’m in this phase of life. There are three things I would like to do before my 33rd birthday.
- Get my drivers license
- Learn how to sew
- Speak a second language fluently.
Those are the three things I desire most.